Horribly unmusical lately

I’ve done some work — some stuff on “Dove sei?” and some stuff on the intro to “Se fiera belva ha cinto,” but not very much at all. I have just not been in a musical frame of mind lately. It’s unpleasant and enervating. Have barely touched the viola. And of course the Ebm/F#M thing has been molding in the back of the fridge for forever at this point. Just not in the mood for noise, not in the mood for ideas that I can’t develop. Not in the mood. Why bother if I can’t bring them to fruition but they just rot on the vine?